Infertility and Staying Positive

I have been doing a lot of searching online lately for people to connect to during this crappy time.  I have a few friends and family members going through similar issues with infertility, but it always helps to have more people to connect to.  I have searched pinterest and blogspot for women keeping blogs during infertility, hoping that maybe I can find someone in a similar position.  The problem is, all of these darn women going through this are so POSITIVE!  So I'd like to apologize to anyone who might happen upon this blog looking for infertility inspiration.  Disclosure: I am not in that "I'm sure it will happen eventually, when the time is right, everything happens for a reason, everything is sunshine and roses, we are enjoying our child free time, at least i still get to stay up late and do what i want" stage.  I am in the "THIS SUCKS" stage, and I can be your best friend if you're just looking for someone to be angry at mother nature with you!